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havent been on in forever...does anyone come on here anymore?
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[12 Sep 2006|10:16pm] |
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i feel so alone
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[26 Jul 2006|11:38am] |
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i wish i could go back and change somethings that i did or should i say didnt do in my past. i let so many people that treated me like how i should be treated, good, leave my life for awhile. the sweetest people that were present in my life i let them pass me by. why? because i was dumb and thought i needed someone or something different. i know everything happens for a reason but i just hate how i let such good things go right by me and not even care about what was right in front of me.
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[26 May 2006|01:13pm] |
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one week and down 6 pounds. 5 more pounds to go... then after that 5 more.
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[23 May 2006|11:20pm] |
table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2><tr><td bgcolor="#EEE9E9" align="center">Your Heart Is Pink</td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#FFFAFA">
In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance</td></tr></table>
| Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating | 
You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. |
| Your Porn Star Name Is... | 
Nasty Thong |
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[19 May 2006|10:14pm] |
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started NV yesterday. 126.
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[13 Mar 2006|09:02pm] |
my daughter is so big now!
it is amazing how fast they grow!
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[14 Feb 2005|10:25am] |
im hating life right now.
so fuckin stressed
i feel like such a dissapointment
and i know its with the wrong person.
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[27 Jan 2005|05:31pm] |
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1) How much weight have you gained? About 5 lbs. 2) Are you still getting sick at all? Not anymore thankgod!!!. 3) What foods are you wanting? i am not having cravings 4) Can you still pick things up off the ground?yes 5) Have you picked out your name? no not yet 6) How many times a day does someone ask you "Are you excited?" never 7) If you have to take public transportation, have people given up their seat for you? dont take it
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[09 Jan 2005|05:44pm] |
so i went to the charger game.
good tickets.
great crowd.
lots of fun.
such a dissapointment.
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[20 Dec 2004|07:08pm] |
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
bungee jumped
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i never make one
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yes...elysia
4. Did anyone close to you die?
no.
5. What countries did you visit?
mexico
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
more friends
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
it hasnt came yet but... december 30th
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
i cant think of any
9. What was your biggest failure?
school
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nope
11. What was the best thing you bought?
FOOD
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
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13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
mine
14. Where did most of your money go?
food
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
nothing that exciting happend...i was really happy to hang out with old friends
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
these are my friends...
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter
iii. richer or poorer? richer
18. What do you wish you would have done more of?
continue hanging out with friends and continuing friendships
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
reacting without thinking
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with my family
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
nope
23. where did number 23 go..
24. What was your favourite TV program?
im still in love with all the reality tv shows
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yup..stupid hoes
26. What was the best book you read?
i only read one book... prophecy by sylvia browne
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
..
28. What did you want and get?
a boyfriend but im over that
30. What was your favourite film of this year?
none stick out
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
19. hungout with friends
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
making the softball team
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
.?.
34. What kept you sane?
friends
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
none
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
the presidential election
37. Who did you miss?
andy
38. Who was the best new person you met?
ryan.
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[14 Dec 2004|08:33am] |
im dying
i have been sick the passed 2 weeks
i have been staying home every night and day in hopes to get better
but rather, with my luck,
i ended up getting pink eye..in BOTH eyes
my eyes are all better now but my ears and throat still hurt
micah called i was shocked and surprised
it is always a pleasure to reflect back on elementary memories
they should have a elementary school reunion
ok im going back to resting so i can get better
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[19 Nov 2004|06:36pm] |
so my dad is an ass and im unable to go to the show tonight
im REALLY bummed
i was really looking forward to it
but i guess hopefully i will spending tomorrow at the until fest....
hopefully
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[16 Nov 2004|05:46pm] |
i miss him
i compare everyone to him
i dont think i will love anyone like the way i love him
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[09 Nov 2004|04:15pm] |
brooke... i dont think im going to go throught with it
i think im going to do what i did before
i am fuckin lost
im an emotional wreck
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[08 Nov 2004|04:52pm] |
im screwed
i have no idea what im going to do
this is going to be soo hard
oh lord
what the hell did i doo
im soo lost
dude i just dont know
brooke please call me or im me asap
dude im fucked
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[04 Nov 2004|07:41pm] |
yeah i wish i would have acted differently in the past
just treated the relationship a little differently
its so hard to forget about someone you love
love so much
and would try to protect and care for at any time
any place
and at any length
yeah i can move on and have moved on with my life
but sometimes i dwell on the past
on how things could of been
and how they should of been
and how i wish it would of all worked out as i planned and hoped
i am content on how my life is now
but when i see him it just takes me back
back to the times that we shared
where we were happy
it is obvious that i was much happier in the relationship than he
and was hurt way more when it ended
he was the one
or so i thought
or so i think still, at times
i just dont know
its been over a year
and everything, at certain periods,
all comes back to me
and envelopes me
and takes me back
and makes me relive the love that i felt for him
the happiness that overwhelmed my body
how he made me laugh and smile
and so much more that tingled throughout my body
wow
i am fine where i am i have to keep reassuring myself that
but i guess once i start thinking about everything it just all comes back to me
its sad that at times i wish it would still all work out
and wish that we would bbe one again
i know it would never be
but it would be great if we were
i am not sure if i will ever be able to possess this love for anyone else
but i have realized that i have overcome one of my fears
i will be ok if i dont find that special someone
andy said he doesnt think i will marry
and i think hes right
i will be okay if i dont and if i never have a family...or so i hope
but i just dont know
how to overcome this feeling
yeah i am ok and i can be just friends
but i wish the love that i have for him would just fade away
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[02 Nov 2004|09:15am] |
well i havent been on this thing for awhile
well i went to the desert this weekend it was quite an experience
i had a good time
i thought i would get yelled at when i got home since i left even though my mom said no and i told my dad where i was at once i got there but im not in that much of trouble so thats cool and i havent received a lecture yet either
i hope your nose is okay brooke
i think im going to go to costco today and turn in an application
other than that its been the same old shit
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[26 Oct 2004|07:10pm] |
update:_nothing really new
-someone stole my tags from my car, bastards.
-decided that i cant and dont want to go to state next semester
-i need a job badly
-i want to move out badly as well
pictures from saturday night..(i have a lot more but im on a crappy computer and it takes forever to load the pictures so ill post the rest later)
foeggie and arnie
brooke and ?
arnie and i looking shitty
brooke and i
brooke foeggie me and arnie...drunk asses
dustin and foeggie
baby lolo and arnie
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